Saturday, April 02, 2005

Wild Beauty

Beauty runs wild in my garden and, while it's beautiful to me, to some it appears to be a wild harem of yellow, gold and fuchsia, sprawling all over itself in incoherent profusion. The only consolation to the gardener is that weeds are so intimated by the mess that they don't even attempt to grow.
I sometimes wonder if that isn't what life should look like in God's kingdom. Shouldn't our lives be a massive profusion of love that manifests itself in the form of all sizes and shapes in our lives? A love that gives permission to ourselves and others to be what the Master has created us to be? A love that runs all over itself, spilling out all over the place, even where it doesn't belong? Something that can't be packaged in a small tidy box.
In Matt. 6:28 Jesus says "consider the lilies of the field how they grow; they toil not, neither do they spin: and yet I say unto you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these."
The most frequent interpretation of this scripture is that we are not to be concerned over what we wear. I believe this is true, but isn't this also an admonition to us to see all of our brothers and sisters as beautiful, all contributing to the beauty and the harmony of God's garden. Our love should spread to all, not just to our close friends, or the ones who look beautiful to us, but to all of God's creation, all of those who live in the sunshine of His love. God gives us more than enough love to throw around. There's plenty of sun and water. He supplies us with everything we need, all we need to do is pass it on.
So often we think that before we can be beautiful, or before someone else can be beautiful to God, they must be neatly pruned and trimmed, perfect little potted plants all sitting in a row--the reds and the whites all neatly organized and each in their place. I think that God, on the other hand, takes great delight in setting the wild among the tame or vice versa, the tame among the wild.
There is an herb garden in one corner of our yard. Years ago I gave up on trying to keep the mint, catnip and lemon balm contained. They battle against each other every spring for possession of the land in a sprawling jungle warfare and I just let them fight it out.
Somehow in the midst of this warfare for possession of the land, a surprise lily managed to plant itself. I certainly wouldn't try to plant anything there, I'm too intimidated by the battle being waged. But, there it has been for the last few years. As a result, I'm always surprised in the spring when I see the slim tapered leaves shoot up through the vigorous new growth of the herbs. Then in mid-summer, without fail, a delicate pink flower pushes its head up out of the confused tangle of arms and legs that the herbs have become as if to say, "See, all is not lost. In spite of the confusion, there's still room for beauty here."
As Christians, not only do we often make the mistake of trying to pluck out anyone from among ourselves that doesn't look just like us, that isn't a carbon copy of ourselves, but we also tend to think that we have to be just like everyone else in God's kingdom, that we have to blend into the landscape.
This is most dangerous when we think we have to blend into the world in order to survive. It's as if we don't think that God's gospel is tenacious enough to grow on it's own. It must be packaged just like the rest of the world's gospel in order for it to be accepted.
We must not lose sight of our individual and corporate uniqueness and beauty as Christians. What we have the world cannot produce on it's own. We should not be afraid to grow anywhere, even where we look out of place.
"...Even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.”

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